{"id":1746,"date":"2014-05-30T15:32:22","date_gmt":"2014-05-30T13:32:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cekimetkisi.com\/zamananotlar\/?p=1746"},"modified":"2014-05-30T15:32:22","modified_gmt":"2014-05-30T13:32:22","slug":"karmasik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cekimetkisi.com.tr\/zamananotlar\/2014\/05\/30\/karmasik\/","title":{"rendered":"kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u00c7ok s\u0131k tan\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ruh hali i\u00e7indeyim, sanki k\u0131nad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler ba\u015f\u0131ma gelecek (sonsuz yarg\u0131lar\u0131m vard\u0131 kabul ediyorum), ya da ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m beddualar ger\u00e7ek olacak, i\u015fte bu ikisinin ortas\u0131nda bir yer. Tedirgin edici. Nedenleri var mutlaka. Kendimi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 iddia etmi\u015fim hep, yeni yeni farkediyorum ki hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f\u0131m, \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00fcstl\u00fck \u00fczerime yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f etiketlerin izleri o kadar birbirine kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, o kadar kal\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ki, ne kadar temizlemeye u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rsan u\u011fra\u015f, \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor. Silik de olsa, y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f kavanozlar\u0131n yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f etiketleri gibi kal\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

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\"kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma
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\nKendini tan\u0131mak uzun bir yol, istersen, \u00fczerine de \u00e7abalarsan, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr olabilen bir yol…Ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki kendinizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fczde benzetiyor musunuz \u015fimdiki halinize mesela ? Ya da bazen farkl\u0131 bir kendinizle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z olmuyor mu, bazen tesad\u00fcfen? Ki\u015fisel geli\u015fim ile ilgili d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan yard\u0131m almaya \u00e7abalamak, haplar beklemek i\u015fte bu y\u00fczden biraz nafile, kendimizi kendimiz tan\u0131yam\u0131yorken, nas\u0131l bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131p do\u011frular\u0131n\u0131za yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131za karar verecek, ya da nas\u0131l bir re\u00e7etenin sizin hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in uygun oldu\u011funa okuyup karar verebileceksiniz. Olmaz de\u011fil de, zor.
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\n\"kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma
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\n\"kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma
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\nYaz\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma koydum ya, kast\u0131m kendi kendimle olan kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam. Merhabala\u015f\u0131yoruz her yeni g\u00fcn, bazen mutlu ediyor yeni ke\u015fifler, bazen mutsuz. \u015eu anda ben kimsem, neysem,bu zamana kadar ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n, g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimin sayesindeyim, ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00f6revini yapt\u0131, eline koluna sa\u011fl\u0131k.
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\n\"kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma
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\nDenilebilir ki bu yaz\u0131 da nerden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, b\u00f6yle ordan buradan, kendi zaman\u0131ma not d\u00fc\u015feyim biraz da, karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k i\u015fte :)
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\n\"kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma
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\ndipten gelen not: Foto\u011fraflar bana ait, kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fma \u00fczerine biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra se\u00e7tim, konu geni\u015f tabiki ama tamamen k\u0131sa zamanda hissettirdikleriyle ili\u015fkili, yer, zaman ve an\u0131lardan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zca. Ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n belirledi\u011fi o \u015fekli als\u0131n diye metal \u00e7ubuklarla tutturulmu\u015f o a\u011fa\u00e7 dallar\u0131 var ya, ilk foto\u011fraftaki, \u00e7ekerken hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemi\u015ftim, bakt\u0131k\u00e7a sevdim onlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7ok s\u0131k tan\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ruh hali i\u00e7indeyim, sanki k\u0131nad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler ba\u015f\u0131ma gelecek (sonsuz yarg\u0131lar\u0131m vard\u0131 kabul ediyorum), ya da ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m beddualar ger\u00e7ek olacak, i\u015fte bu ikisinin ortas\u0131nda bir yer. 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