sonra \u00fcz\u00fclsem, \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme \u00fcz\u00fclsem…<\/p>\n
demi\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck insan Mirkelam, pek g\u00fczel demi\u015f. Tam da yakalam\u0131\u015f beni bug\u00fcn\u00fcmden. \u00dcz\u00fclmek gibi de\u011fil ama neye u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamamak gibi, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k gibi, bir anl\u0131k zihin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131, an\u0131 g\u00f6rme gibi. <\/p>\n
Planl\u0131 i\u015flerin, yap\u0131lacaklar listelerinin, gereklilerin, gereksizlerin aras\u0131nda kay\u0131p giden bir nefeslik y\u0131llar, b\u00fcy\u00fcyen \u00e7ocuklar, de\u011fi\u015fen e\u015fyalar odalar…<\/p>\n
hep \u00fc\u00e7 nokta koyas\u0131m var, her kelimeden sonra, sanki daha iyi anlatacak \u015fu ge\u00e7ip giden zaman\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 nokta be\u015f nokta yedi nokta.
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\nbug\u00fcn biraz h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, Ekin de evde de\u011fil zaten, onun bebeklik mobilyalar\u0131n\u0131 da Deniz’in odas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131k zaten, koyduk kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne, ald\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc birisi…\u00f6yle i\u015fte, duyguland\u0131m, ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k :)<\/p>\n
dipten gelen not: foto\u011fraf benim \u00e7ekti\u011fim ailelerime ait bir foto\u011fraf \u2665<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"